Rhinestone Sealed

You sealed the deal when you went home, said my name and came

emojis on my phone…crying and insane

I miss you inside, she on the daily set of pain…it was always nice and the river flowed wet…on that I could always bet

You acted like you really cared, was that just in the script…taken aback at eyes first glance

not like anyone else

well yes I may have gotten scared, I still wished to dance

You had a ring of blue, someone had already spoken for you

what I saw I could not test…on your lawn naked bare breast

waiting patiently for no less

I must confess

It is I, AM

that wants to undress…the blues off your chest

I can’t wait to see those shades did I forget to mention, I can feel you message me with course intentions

in places I didn’t know even existed


Contagion Beware

Place your torch on my window sill

creating no panic, creating no frill

Only hearing your shadow of a voice still…

I’m left with no choice, been alone for so long here

not meant for the same ol’ crowds voice dear

Don’t believe me, go ask him…yeah that guy, over there

he knows, just wasn’t prepared…yet…

Are we prisoners of an ancient war, war torn lovers just for rapport

I’m calling order in this inhumane court, a mediation I do support

You just can’t pick and sort, this isn’t some barge at a port

Emotions of human were never meant to be your sport

Fallen angels did come forth, consort

with the energies of the ground

The blood of an earth mixed with the blood of a clouded crown…

Now in years it can go down

In time and space in this wrinkled backwoods N.C. town… scythe

Fake Blue Roses

An experience within a dream

bursting forth to clean and redeem

Scrubbing violently back and forth,

what have you done with the torch

The one that’s meant to burn deep inside, piled upon it all this mud and pride

Clearing this path, making room for new, who knew blue was a fake bloom…

The smell of gardenias, for all four seasons, I’ll make room…

No discrimination here to be found

I try not to judge, I try not to be a clown

What goes up must come down?

So bring out your hounds, they will never let you down

Always sniffing out this new thing found…

Bare Boned

Bones lay bare for all to stare

a sliver of mystery to those who care

to stare beyond illusions repaired

Clearing out the rubbish sometimes takes ages…only they couldn’t fool all of the sages

Prepared before hand

written in the stars and sand

To the sand now you must go, to find where your river flows

Tracing back in time, what you seek is seeking your mind

Taunting with scents as the winds blow, filling up my inner nostrils…up through my nose

where they come from I may never know

Some pleasant, some make screams…how much longer can I stay here, living between dreams

Step away, perhaps engage and play

you awoke this beast, now I must tame

No matter to me it’s all the same…

You have no time to go digging through my shit,

so I stopped and stared, never to fully sit

Just like the birds made from clouds…

Alchemaic Battles

Growing pains, stage number two

Console and comfort myself I do

No guardian to calm me down

I do it on my own, gaining my crown

of petals all around…

Listening to no one, I’ve gone within

How to save myself from me, where have I been

Maybe just a test, then why all this residual mess

Making room for new memories now, welcoming my lacunal guest…

Creating new muscle mass, in cranial spaces

Sending all the rubbish packing, with all the suitcases

The junk you can’t seem to clear out, your double edged sword will sort about

In your hand, sometimes while you crawl, visualizing before you engage so as not to fall

Pulling it out before plunging it in

Slicing through organs and possibly phlegm

Secured with no mercy, lay it flat with no bend

Let the blood flow back to the earth, let it send

My messages and cries

Pouring from the eyes

Of my ego as it dies

For the hueman to rise…


The Invisible Visitor

Your presence intrigued me

Staring albeit blindly…captivated

Yes, that’s how I really felt, don’t ask why…I’ll just sigh

Tired of endless goodbyes

I just hide and die inside

Yet, how could you be so sweet, keeping distance in feet

Your silence is deafening, your broken record aggravating…

Connection deteriorating…

If only…


Another Goodbye

Fade away if you must

You I can no longer trust

Guessing it was only lust…after all

Split me open, cracked from the inside

never to come down, not even for my mind

Ass in the air

then bring your hands back to prayer…offers a little relief

Unlike that thief…that disguises as love

Doesn’t matter anymore, what’s good for a goose is good for a whore…

I’m willing to bet there’s more in store


We Are

Awareness jarred, perhaps from the stars

sleeping too hard, tried waking up

Seems I got stuck, needing a helping hand

Fear not what comes next, this is not a test, this was always planned

Either way the winds will always blow, across beaches of sands

Mind warped by space and time no longer seems to be alone mine…

A sinner and a saint

Mouth of a sailor, makes the weak faint

Been around too long

here and now, there and then…where have we really been

Nothing is as it appears to be, everyone sees this reality differently…

So many stories, can you see the forest for the trees…


Anatomical Demodulation

Muscles for brains

Iron calves

Fists of steel

heart Iron clad

Soul blood and bones old

Never crushed, burned, bought or sold

No longer an ancient mystery…you’ve seen all the memories

How do you plead…how strong is this bond with me…it’s in my name you read

Is it love that you bleed…perhaps like in a family tree

Roots too deep, hard to see

Hooks from my teeth, ten fingers deep…you’re in there and it doesn’t come cheap

The price now paid for what you thought you seek…ed

sneaks up on you…this, not a creep

but like a train of magnetic levitation it does speed, causing palpitations, making some freak…

All around this one man nation it runs deep

And so I am left to steep

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Not one single tear

ran past my ear

Not one single tear did my soul check

no lingering fears, only a sec…

did it take to put a smile on my face…

Moseying along, everyday singing a different song

it took a little too long

to realize that

I must be strong, while healing from life’s heart songs…

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