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Bound and Tied

Old, new me is poking my finger in your chest, pushing you, licking your brain from the inside, asking what’s going on…but I take it in stride.

Fortunately, unfortunately the god of consciousness previously had me at 90⁰…the torture of no comprehension has made me grow, pains and pleasures in sums I’d never thought before possible.

Now I’ll just carry you around until it swallows me, in one gulp, jaws opened wide…I’m coming inside to hide among the blood and the waters. I still weep deep down sometimes, now capable with some “pride” lost.

Leaping, coming for you the waves of time, one flex would bring no regrets to be found. The next tie, Palomar styled, with the full moon so bright, is there a perfect night in your sights? I’ve been spelled to show you the way home…

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Lightning Crashes my Party

I hear your name in your voice daily, constantly driving me insane, enticing me to come and play…

In the audience dreaming unknowingly of this “playground,” trying to catch the last scene before the illusory curtain closes…

Direction once scrambled with 3D limitations now seen through salt filled eyes at the lightning crashing, destroying those dreams…details of life’s tragedies flood my fantasies, colliding with such force felt in being. Other’s joy in their new creation out of lost moments not taken? House crumbling down around me, I searched through the rubble and found my ring.

Shadow behind me, we are yearning for my pack of people, places and things…knowing this can’t be the end of my journey. Thankful for these visions brought at night while sleeping, only thing comforting me, alone I’m content for now it seems. Shhhh…I just love the swings and breezes they bring, sunlight flooding my streams of senses filling and flooding me momentarily.

Grab it by the horns, watch it bend to your wills, loosening my grip finding pure comfort, unspoiled blissfully I hear you calling to me…it’s just a playground now it seems.

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From Ashes, The Beginnings

Itchy scalp and feet, I heard someone speak “The love bug bit me.” Can you bite yourself, that’s silly?! Bruises on my hips and torso pleasing me as you silently evade me, holes in walls, glass shattering from windows, cars crashing, fists on faces…thoughts of destruction this brings. Sometimes I just want to scream “Why me?!!” With no answer, now spinning doing a 180, crying, sobbing endlessly…

My new roller coaster reality, sure of course, bring it to me…mind stronger than ever before, you will never break me completely. The will to know love still drives me, thankfully.

Once alone on this private journey, my thoughts now taken from me, no privacy. Why did ever think this could’ve been anything more?

Oak Island, NC
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La Loba

How do you know what you are looking at is what you actually see? YOU now hide behind your mundane grip of your pre-reality it seems, yet still speaking to me?! Leave me…please.

The true pictures are seen, scenes deciphering scenes from my dreams, madness it seems to bring…hopefully divinity. A madness with a force, velocity feeling it can move mountains or maybe turn the unscenes to visible scenes eventually…

Which story does your being sing? Are we living lives of lives through our dreams? Feeling stuck between, one foot here and there, the silence screams! Intuition speaks through familiar faces never seen, bewildering me…speak louder if you must, YELL at me to see! These lives they do bleed into my current reality…

Why can’t I just go with wings? Floating along the sands of life I’ve found a new way to be, awakening. Can anyone get to know the real me…

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I Got You

I’ll bring the bad decisions, you bring the bail money ’cause it’s gonna be a dream yet you wait to recognize?! Eyes wide shut to feel not to hear or see. Allowing me to feel exactly what I didnt see…let me show you the words rolling off these lips of things never imagined to hear. Just open for me, feeling it in the shock of this reality…before the shows over making all just a dreamlike cloud of fog through the trees.

Ultimately questioning my own motives of demolishing morals that I so much believe in, is it a sin?! And what of a sin but a sign showing you different ways of just being, in love with your other self, higher love self?

Learning what it takes to make yourself happy is all it takes, only you can express and teach the lesson…maybe fast blinking will keep you out of my mind, body and soul systems, momentarily to taste the fruits of MY labor…

I’m exhausted from the arguing fantasies, get out of my head or crawl in the bed…

Maat Moresun, son?
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Prompts Appreciated

My mind is littered with scenes ecstatic, no longer in control, these feelings arise. Bringing me to see exotic beings, intense pressures, pains, and please.

Long rides on highways excite with base booming cars… music entices, in love with the base and what it sings to my senses, slowly descending opening me. The sound of my voice singing sweetly, demon noise and I’m hoarse, laughing foolishly at myself. Heart literally fluttering, just breathe, what can you teach me?

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Dead and Floating

The sun shines on the waves right before break, showing how it glistens like the mother, lips shining imagination starts to sing…🎤🎧📽

I’m missing those sub arctic temps that used to comfort me letting me know you’re not that far behind me….I kinda did like those frozen icicles biting my bones in the dead of heat…

It takes a special kind of someone to walk up on a woman, chilling on the beach drumming her own beat, dreams out of reach…this shit has been getting deep, asleep now awake I seeeeee 🌌

Do you still seek me….I’m seeking, waiting patiently…

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The Snake and the Shore

The sun shines on the waves before breaking, showing what could be seen as lips glistening…which lips…imagination starts to to freaking sing…….

I miss the sub artic temperatures, I grew to love the frozen feel of icicle teeth munching on my bones, in the dead of the heat.

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Surrendering

Like plasma controlled ants walking around unconsciously, dismantled purposefully from our true divinity

Still feeling like a hearded sheep yet now consciously, belly bloated, kicking from inside me…memories, current sea of infancy…no more feelings of inadequacy. I recognize the heart, the soul, the spirit and beauty that makes me.

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Divine Connection

This tectonic plate has shifted into 5th gear bearing urges far and not to be seen yet. Are you closer now or still so very far? I can hear your voice coercing me still however it seems? The joy it brings is mesmerizing however the pain of being apart seems everlasting. Seeing the real you, everything in one woman if you can only imagine…